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Monday, 20 April 2009
Back to the rat race world
How I wish I can stay in Sabah forever. Each time I go back to Sabah, I always wish tat I need not have to come back here anymore.
I even tried to look for job when I was there, can u imagine how desperate am I wanting to stay there. I called up one audit firm, I said I just graduated from my Diploma, the lady even suggested that I should stay in Singapore and work. =( She said her brother also graduated in Singapore and now working there. I reply her, I am 21 this year, yet I have stay there for about 8 years, I said one of this day your brother will come back when he is tired of the life there. And I am now tired of it, I said money doesn't really matter to me anymore, I don't really care how much I take home. End up she suggested me to apply for local Ernest and Young in Sabah.
I left home when I was only 13, you seriously cannot imagine how life would be for a little girl to face a totally new environment. I was so helpless then, without my family by my side, there were countless night I cried myself to sleep. And I clearly remember my first day in sch, unable to understand most of the lesson that were delivered in english, either would I forget how I was verbally assaulted by a fat boy for the way I spoke, when my chinese teacher asked me abt this the very next day, I did not acknowledge, my teacher then told me that the bookshop aunty saw everything. The unhappy past which I choose not to remember --- my very first year in Singapore.
Now that I speak their language, even forgotten my 6 years of Malay education, people don't seems to realise I am a Malaysian. They treated me like one of them but one thing I never forget --- my root.
It seems like this journey would never come to an end. I can never return and live in sabah.
I even tried to look for job when I was there, can u imagine how desperate am I wanting to stay there. I called up one audit firm, I said I just graduated from my Diploma, the lady even suggested that I should stay in Singapore and work. =( She said her brother also graduated in Singapore and now working there. I reply her, I am 21 this year, yet I have stay there for about 8 years, I said one of this day your brother will come back when he is tired of the life there. And I am now tired of it, I said money doesn't really matter to me anymore, I don't really care how much I take home. End up she suggested me to apply for local Ernest and Young in Sabah.
I left home when I was only 13, you seriously cannot imagine how life would be for a little girl to face a totally new environment. I was so helpless then, without my family by my side, there were countless night I cried myself to sleep. And I clearly remember my first day in sch, unable to understand most of the lesson that were delivered in english, either would I forget how I was verbally assaulted by a fat boy for the way I spoke, when my chinese teacher asked me abt this the very next day, I did not acknowledge, my teacher then told me that the bookshop aunty saw everything. The unhappy past which I choose not to remember --- my very first year in Singapore.
Now that I speak their language, even forgotten my 6 years of Malay education, people don't seems to realise I am a Malaysian. They treated me like one of them but one thing I never forget --- my root.
It seems like this journey would never come to an end. I can never return and live in sabah.
My favourite food:
Traditional "Sau Bin"
This is called "Bullshit" in chinese cos it looks like one. RM 1.50 each
Of course Bobo is not the food lah, just that I miss her.
Oh ya, forgot to introduce her, this is " ah fa". Sometimes, I doubt she is a dog, cos she need to sleep on a pillow. She can caught housefly also. weird dog!