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Attended my secondary sch speech day last friday, the sch presented 2 award for me. One for my contribution in NPCC and one for alumni. Our officer gave all of us a treat. When I saw all my cadets, collegues and officer posing for this photos. I thought: " May be this is reason why I still stay in Singapore now". I simply love them all, we been through thick and thin as a unit ( though most of the time I MIA ), but still i enjoy those time I spend shaping all these young minds. After that night, I have a strong urge to continue and become a HO. I guees now that I am free i would like to spend more time with the unit and pick up thing that I've missed when I was MIA. NPCC is very meaning to me, it plays a part in shaping my charaters when I was young ( not that I am old now), where I met all the great friends from different units but share the same interest and all the fun we had, work with my lovely coworkers in the same unit, also where I met my Bf ... ... I would never want to put a stop to it. NEVER
I even tried to look for job when I was there, can u imagine how desperate am I wanting to stay there. I called up one audit firm, I said I just graduated from my Diploma, the lady even suggested that I should stay in Singapore and work. =( She said her brother also graduated in Singapore and now working there. I reply her, I am 21 this year, yet I have stay there for about 8 years, I said one of this day your brother will come back when he is tired of the life there. And I am now tired of it, I said money doesn't really matter to me anymore, I don't really care how much I take home. End up she suggested me to apply for local Ernest and Young in Sabah.
I left home when I was only 13, you seriously cannot imagine how life would be for a little girl to face a totally new environment. I was so helpless then, without my family by my side, there were countless night I cried myself to sleep. And I clearly remember my first day in sch, unable to understand most of the lesson that were delivered in english, either would I forget how I was verbally assaulted by a fat boy for the way I spoke, when my chinese teacher asked me abt this the very next day, I did not acknowledge, my teacher then told me that the bookshop aunty saw everything. The unhappy past which I choose not to remember --- my very first year in Singapore.
Now that I speak their language, even forgotten my 6 years of Malay education, people don't seems to realise I am a Malaysian. They treated me like one of them but one thing I never forget --- my root.
It seems like this journey would never come to an end. I can never return and live in sabah.
My favourite food:
Traditional "Sau Bin"
This is called "Bullshit" in chinese cos it looks like one. RM 1.50 each
Of course Bobo is not the food lah, just that I miss her.
Oh ya, forgot to introduce her, this is " ah fa". Sometimes, I doubt she is a dog, cos she need to sleep on a pillow. She can caught housefly also. weird dog!
I volunteer to bake cookies for the temple, cos they said it is my granny's turn to contribute food for the temple, which main for those ppl who turn up for the prayer. I bake total 80 big cookies and my aunty help me to bake another 4 containers of small chocolate cookies. Forgot to take a picture of her, she can make fabulous cookies!!!
Pack nicely, one big cookies and one small cookies. Some lucky fellow may be would get 2 big cookies =)
it's all here!
On another day, I bake another 3 trays of cookies for our own consumption =)
Look so lovely
After so many days of eating cookies, i got sore throat now. =(
But i still love cookies. And i miss subway cookies. There's no subway here in Sabah.
This is still a baby dog, her name is Mimi and she still drink milk. The way my aunt carry her just like carrying a baby. She is like a toddle, always tunble down when she wander around. Mimi was given by someone when she was not even one month old. Mimi look like a ball of fur from far.
When my cousin carry this little puppy. Another cousin of mine, Qing Qing, will bath together with Mimi and Bobo will help to dry her after her shower. 
I am carrying Bobo, bobo is an obediant dog. She know her name is Bobo, when I call her, she will look up. Bobo was picked up from the roadside, someone abandon her. Poor thing =( ! But luckily, my aunt found him and look at her now, she became a lovely dog. At night, Bobo and Mimi will sleep in my Aunt and cousin's room.
When we all going to leave the house, Bobo run to the window and sent us off. 
It was actually VERY HUGE, just that I dare not stand close and take a picture of him. This picture was taken after my dog bite him, he run across the fence and go to next door. It was resting on the floor because he was injured. He look so damn scary when he try to defence itself. My daddy said that even if a car hit him, the monitor lizard will not die, cos his skin is very thick.
and this is the brave dog -----
He ate fruits, his favourite is durian! When he ask for food, he will thrust out its front leg and intend to "shake hand" with the person holding food. I guess have to bath him when I free, cos he always lean on me, and he smell bad, when he shake my hand, his paw got mud & got bad dog breath. =( dirty dog!
I ate durian and rambutan almost everyday here, they are all from our plantation. I really can understand why Yen Peng sick of durian. haha
Part of this durian has been eaten by squirrel, this meant that this durian must be very tasty, thus, we will eat the other half of the durian =)
This is my favourite fruits, it look like the snake skin, but inside there will be a clover of fruits. It tastes crunchy and sweet. For this fruit, there will be one male plant and one female plant, when both plant mature, u have to take the flower from male plant and bring it to the female plant in order to grow the fruits. Do u think just by planting them side by side u can get plenty of fruits? U are wrong, someone still have to bring the flower over to the female plant.