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Saturday, 3 February 2007
Efforts gone down to drain

I didn't go to unit today. Kicking a fuss over my NCOs. I'm already tired of telling them again and again this and that. But most of the time, it would still remain as it is. I believe I didn't turn up today, for sure they didn't mark attendance again, for sure they forget about small little things here and there again. NCOs called me a number of times, but I ignore it. They need to think through it, do not take me for granted. But trust me, they would learned their lesson after this, be more responsible.

Worst still when i get to know about the UOPA at 11.30pm after Amirah informed me. I seriously counldn't sleep. Thinking over and over again why ? Meng Siang has been nagging at me when i try to seek consolation from someone. But somethings that he mentioned is quite true, it's just that I don't want to face it.

It's time for me to think through again, what is the meaning behind me wanted to be a CI in the first place. Thinking of ONLY me alone there managing the unit just make me feel mentally and physically SICK. When I was in another unit I always enjoy my stay there. You see? there is a different.